dah lama sangat tak menulis…:(

its a long long time.. dah lame sgt tak menulis dlm blog ni.. sampaikan password pun dah terlupa. nasib baik cuba, terus dapat..

em, sekarang ni dah masuk posting kedua. (im trying to write in full BM. byk sangat campurization BM and english..haha) sebelum nih posting surgery. alhamdulillah dapat banyak belajar dan dpt tahu banyak benda. sekarang kat posting medical. hari hari tengok orang mati. kalau dulu tengok orang mati, ada la rasa keinsafan.. tapi sekarang? ntahlah, iman pada diri makin menurun. nilai keinsafan terus pudar. hati makin gelap, makin banyak taajub dan takabbur. makin byk dosa yang di buat.. ya ALLAH, ampunkan dosa2 ku dan org2 yang aku sayangi..

for frens out there, those who had the title “gravida 1, ? weeks of gestation”, wa doakan moga semuanya berjalan lancar.. sibah, awla, faizah, aishah… dan yang terbaru, dayah! congrates everyone. very happy for all of u. doakan wa jugak ye.. teringin jugak, tapi mungkin belum sampai masanya.. ALLAH knows when is the best for us..doakan wa sihat jugak ye..

hm, i’m gaining weight now..at medical posting! everybody loss their weight, but not me! hehe.. after loss about 6 kg despite have very good appetite. after having heat intolerance and palpitation. noted my fT4 double upper limit. my TSH <0.1. then started on T. Carbimazole 10mg and T. Propranolol 20mg. alhamdulillah, everything coming down. but T3 still high. continued the medication but increase the propranolol dose became 40mg. just finished my medication last thursday. waiting for my next TFT result.. apapun, thanks God, i reliased to have hyperthyroid before everything got worst. alhamdulillah, always have my hubby to remind me everyday to take the meds. memang liat nak habiskan ubat.. huhu..

apepun, rasanya sgt bersyukur denga kehidupan sekarang. with my hubby and families around me.. sentiasa bersyukur dgn nikamt yang TUhan bagi. baru je sambut our first anniversary on friday last week.. tapi, sentiasa merasakan diri sendiri tak mampu nak jadi isteri yang solehah, anak dan menantu yang baik, yang sentiasa menggembirakan ma+abah, mak+ayah, kakak yang baik, pekerja yang bagus.. yang paling penting, sentiasa rasa diri ini bukan hamba yang paling humble terhadap TUHANNYA!

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